Namatsi - Hisia Ni Zangu

I have been born in a world of hardships Since the queen bee ate the forbidden fruit, Eve I have had nothing given to me on a silver platter Taught that survival is only but for the fast and fittest I have been forced to fight for everything that my heart has desired Lost I have been in dreams and life even when skies were clear and blue Broken I have been even when I have given my best and all I have sank to the oceans deepest floors, hhen the beach was full of life And drank earth’s larva in its hottest form I have felt alone in this over populated world And yet I am still here All strength gone, I could only whisper …I am still here… I have said my prayers in times of doubt and sorrow And only seen my pen and paper, suffer and bleed under the stress of my pain I have been lied to, accused, abused, used, trashed and crashed I have seen men mock me And those who are just like me judge me Yet over over and over again I am still here

If wishes were to be granted I’d wish; you didn’t need that cup I’d wish; you were braver and bolder I’d wish; you never quit Or had regrets If dreams were to come true I’d be happy to dream for us to change the way w see each other A change in attitudes towards each other That there are no inadequacies but ability in inabilities That the light in us would shine more than the darkness That you were a little bit optimistic it has such energy That you were a little bit more grateful of the gift of now That you welcomed life surprise each day If all my prayers were to be answered Then daily I would pray that no mother would have to carry her child to the streets tonight That all would understand the strength in belief That we believed a little bit more in love And that we all believed in God and that only He can take us through any heat Because without this belief then life is pointless If wishes were to be granted I’d wish; you hush the world and believe in your ow