Namatsi - Hisia Ni Zangu

How I wish that you would see your reflection in my eyes And the image my brain forms of you Then probably you would understand why I call you my magic light Or why I love you with the power of the sun Your smiles, gentle touch heal whatever burden is on the way Since you truly exist, I believe in something Miracles happen God exists You have magic at your finger tips And that I love you with the power of the sun

I have been sick for a while now She makes me feel like an old shoe Tired is how I feel I can no longer hide it All my actions are now giving me away Revealing this screaming aching feeling The way I look at her Hold her in my arms Stroke her hair Rub her back Give myself away so easily When I see her smile I am a different woman! So how do I change things? With her homophobic nature To her I am nothing else but a friend This girl next door I am afraid I am confused And mostly I don’t know what to do Or what I would say Sometimes words came up my throat so fast So bad they made me sick, I feel like throwing them up But when I think about our friendship I zip it and accept the pain It feels like walking on fragments of broken glass I am afraid of breaking her heart so I let her tear mine This girl next door How do I go on like this? How do I explain the fact that in this whole wide world She is all that I need So how do I convince her that I can be all